tmbh satu ag kwn...

yeay...!!!!!da tmbh satu ag kwn yg de blog.....iera!!!!!hak3....ra,pasni ley ar kte luahkan prasaan kte kat cni ekk....x yh nk bisik3 kat skola....line pown x clear...kan3??hurmm~~~ari nie aq x jd nk g jogging ngn diowg.....coz xde cpe nk amek aq lorh~~~igtkan nk ajk diowg g sok....tp tasha plak x ley g....tape2....next time still de ag rite??adoyai~~cmne nih....aq still blom ready ag 4 gerak gempur dis tuesday....tp kan aq tgk dak chinese klas aq relax jek....mcm x kesah langsung....npe ekk??haiz....alamak!!gerak gempur ari slase rite??but ari slase 2 band mgkin akn bwat persembahan 4 ari kadet polis...cmne nie???ari isnin t pown mgkin ktowg akn terlibat 4 rehearsal....adoyai~~~bz gler dis year...rse mcm x ckop mse plak nk study....cewah...hak3....hurm~~~tawakal jek la ekk nnt....

dunno...

dunno nk tlis pe lorh~~~no idea....+ i'm x in d mood 2day...dunno y...myb sbb tekanan gerak gempur n pk 2 kowt...aq blom bce pape pown skunk nie...hurm~~sok nk g jogging ngn tasha,iera n shiwa...aq da agk gmok skunk nie...hihihi....2 ar...byk sgt mkan...ish3...haizz.....iera,ble ko nk wat blog nie???bwat ar cepat....aq nk tgk plak hasil kerje tgn ko 2....hak3...tasha,aq x tau lorh nk tlis pe ag....xde idea!!!!

stress gler2...

adoyai~~~~skunk nie aq stress gler2 ar...byk gler homwek yg nk diciapkan....especially 4 today, BM....3 karangan ktowang kne wat...anta esok plak 2...ckgu nie xde belas kesian btol ar...wahai ckgu2 ku, simpati la sket kat ank-ank muridmu ini....patuu plak slase depan ade GERAK GEMPUR SEJARAH F1 & F2..mcm smpt plak nk bce....yg ckgu ni pown satu....gtawnye last minute....asl x gtaw ari senin jek tros...kan senang...dak van aq kate, gerak gempur nie x yh wat btol2 n xyh dptkan marks yg tggi dlu...sbb t kalo kte dpt marks yg tggi 4 gerak gempur nie,PPD@skola akn naekkan gred kte 4 PMR....so, ssh ar kalo cmtu...kalo kte dpt marks yg rendah 4 dis gerak gempur, gred yg akn ditarget utk kte 4 PMR pown kte ley capai...kan senang cmtu....hihihi.....



nie nk msok cte laen plak....nk cite psal band plak....nk tau x our new DRUM MAJOR is a form 1 student!!!!!!cam x cye plak aq ble kak sarah gtaw aq psal nie....teacher nie g plih dak F1....at least plih ar dak F2 ke...ni x...dak yg die plih td 2 pown kawad x btol....camne nk jd DRUM MAJOR 2.....ssh3....memerah keringat la anggun nk latih dak 2...aq mmg cnfrm ar kalo dak 2 yg lead band pasni,msti band xkn maju pnye ar....mkin trok aq rse....aq tgk mke dak 2 pown da tau da....haizz....then td snior2 sume praktis lgu bwu 4 band.....geram gler!!!aq x dpt praktis skali....aq,kak sarah n amalia kne praktis dak F1 kawad plak....tension gler ajo dak2 2....x paham bhse btol...ngengade plak 2...ngengade,cerewet,bnyk soal n mcm2 ag ar...aq suo ar junior drummers 2 ddok kat lnti kat luar....diowg pnye ar cerewet ckp kotor ar,pe ar...da owg suo ddok,dok jek ar...abes yg ktowg dlu 2 ddok kat ctu bley plak....xde ar cerewet smpi cmtu skali...shengal!!then td ble ktowg ajo diowg kawad,diowg seske ati jek kuar baris nk dok kat kaki lima kat papan kenyataan 2....bknnye nk mnx izin pown....wey sedo sket ar.....kowg 2 bwu junior....ktowg dlu kne lg trok tau x....kowg nie da kre besyukur ar x kne cmtu...kowg nk ke ktowg wat kowg juz like mcm ktowg kne dlu???ktowg mmg no hal ar nk wat cmtu.....cme tggu mse yg seswai....juz wait n see...!!!

mood.

hurm.....now,aq bwu de mood nk update blog aq nie...dis past few days,i'm x in my mood...dunno y...myb b'coz all of d homwerks dat need 2 be done...sowi tasha...aq tau ko ternnti2kan entry aq yg terbwu kan...n now,here it is!!hihi....cuti nie rse mcm x cuti jek...evryday msti nk ciapkan homwerk...kan tasha kan???aq pnye oral still lom hafal n taip ag,my peka still hvn't finish,my agama homwerk still hvn't finish also....adoyai~~~pe ar nk jd ngn aq nie...but 4 real,dis cuti i was burden wif all my homwerks...lots 2 do!!!aq rse dak2 laen pown msti cam aq ekk...hurm....dak2 tigs mmg diseksa dgn care nie ke???hik3....

persahabatan....

persahabatan????pe sebenarnye erti persahabatan 2 ekk???ade ke true friendship/persahabatan sejati kat dlm dunie nie??kengkadang aq bingung+confuse...kalo kte btol2 de shbt yg sejati,npe kte msti begado??juz like me n miera...sumtime aq tertnye2...aq nie ade ke shbt sejati???bende yg da trjd antre aq n miera nie,aq da x tau nk bwat cmne ag da...i've try 2 approach her...but she seems doesn't care at all...2 days ago die de anta mcg kat aq...she said she dun wan 2 stay like dis any longer...then wat she wan me 2 do???aq da mengalah(again) dlm hal nie...bt she's still wif her ego...smpi ble lg aq nk mengalah???she has 2 get rid of her ego if she wan dis thing comes 2 d end...n now,tasha is blaming herself about wat happen between me n miera...tasha,nie bukan salah ko...trust me...xde spe pown yg slah dlm hal nie...cme de sowg jek yg slah...n dat's me...mmg aq jek yg slalu slah...mmg aq jek yg slalu saketkan atie owg laen...btol kan????tasha....ko x yh slahkan diri ko...jgn sesekali ko ckp ko yg bersalah dlm hal nie....ko langsung x brslah...dis my fault...aq mmg x lyk utk ade kwn...apatah lg kawan sejati...aq hnye lyk 2 be alone....alone in dis world without anybody by my side...alone without any friends 2 guide me....ya...dat's wat i'm supposed 2 be...not miera,not tasha...juz me...

hepi~~~~

aq sdg dlam mood yg epi gler skunk nie.....n x sabo gler nk tggu ari khmis nie...nk tau npe???sbb aq nk jmpe sum1...hihihi....cpe ag kalo bkn kak myra...hak3...igtkan nk jmpe die rabu nie,her bufday,but ari khmis die da dtg skola nk amek result SPM,so jmpe ari khmis jek ar...tape2...aslkan dpt jmpe...redeem blik coz ari jumaat ari 2 x dpt jmpe die...cdey2...tp aq ngah risau gak nie...tkot t x smpt nk jmpe die...da ar aq de klas tmbhn...hurm...cmne ekk??t aq cbe ar mnx kuar jap...myb bley kowt...windu gler kat die...da lme da x jmpe...so,nie da de pluang dpt jmpe die,bek gnekan pluang nie...kan3???kalo x kempunan ag aq t...hihihi...td pg bez gler dpt mcg ngn die...tp die slalu mcm bg mcg tergantung ar...haiz...kak myra,kak myra...hik3...tersedak die aq sbot2 nme die nie...adoyai~~~hmm....aq igtkan nk jmpe die lelme khmis nie...tp x bley plak...de klas tmbhn...bwu nk lpas wndu gitu...hik3...kalo aq nk suo die stay lelme die x pown x ley gak coz die keje...t cian plak die...hmm...nmpknye kne jmpe die kejap jek ar...cdey gler...!!!!

TENSON!!!!!!!!

isy aq tension gler ar skunk nie....evry time kalo aq gado ngn sum1 jek mesti aq yg kne mengalah...aq yg kne jge atie owg laen...asyik2 aq,asyik2 aq...y must me????yg diowg 2 sume pena ke nk jge atie aq???jge prasaan aq???pena ke???!!x pena kan???nape msti aq yg kne mengalah ngn diowg sume???skunk nie aq gado ag ngn mira...n once again,aq gak yg kne mengalah...juz like b4....mse taon lpas ktowg gado pown,aq gak yg mengalah dlu...aq gak yg say sorry 2 her dlu...aq gak yg tego die dlu...aq gak yg mnx die maapkan aq...aq TENSION tau x???npe xde sowg pown in dis whole world yg bley paham prasaan aq nie???npe msti aq jek yg nk kne paham prasaan diowg??npe msti aq jek yg nk kne jge atie diowg???aq pown de problem gak,aq pown de ego aq sndri...tolong ar....aq juz mnx satu jek...aq juz mnx sum1 pliz undrstnd me!!!!!yes aq paham yg mira mmg always depress n tension but dat's x d reason she can treat me like dis.....aq pown de prasaan gak...n she must undrstnd dat...myb btol ckp tasha...she's a lil' bit selfish in dis matter n aq pown stuju gak....n tasha ask me 2 try 2 be more considerate 2 her....i've try my best tasha...but i'm sorry...u urself noe how she treat me rite??she's ignoring me!!!she refused 2 talk to me!!!she dun even wanna look at my face!!!!aq da pnat tasha...aq da pnat nk mengalah lg...she always thnk dat all her problems burden her....but wat about MY problem??does she ever thnk dat???i also hav my own problems dat's burden me....i'm juz soooooo tired wif all dis....cn't u juz give me a rest????