TENSON!!!!!!!!

isy aq tension gler ar skunk nie....evry time kalo aq gado ngn sum1 jek mesti aq yg kne mengalah...aq yg kne jge atie owg laen...asyik2 aq,asyik2 aq...y must me????yg diowg 2 sume pena ke nk jge atie aq???jge prasaan aq???pena ke???!!x pena kan???nape msti aq yg kne mengalah ngn diowg sume???skunk nie aq gado ag ngn mira...n once again,aq gak yg kne mengalah...juz like b4....mse taon lpas ktowg gado pown,aq gak yg mengalah dlu...aq gak yg say sorry 2 her dlu...aq gak yg tego die dlu...aq gak yg mnx die maapkan aq...aq TENSION tau x???npe xde sowg pown in dis whole world yg bley paham prasaan aq nie???npe msti aq jek yg nk kne paham prasaan diowg??npe msti aq jek yg nk kne jge atie diowg???aq pown de problem gak,aq pown de ego aq sndri...tolong ar....aq juz mnx satu jek...aq juz mnx sum1 pliz undrstnd me!!!!!yes aq paham yg mira mmg always depress n tension but dat's x d reason she can treat me like dis.....aq pown de prasaan gak...n she must undrstnd dat...myb btol ckp tasha...she's a lil' bit selfish in dis matter n aq pown stuju gak....n tasha ask me 2 try 2 be more considerate 2 her....i've try my best tasha...but i'm sorry...u urself noe how she treat me rite??she's ignoring me!!!she refused 2 talk to me!!!she dun even wanna look at my face!!!!aq da pnat tasha...aq da pnat nk mengalah lg...she always thnk dat all her problems burden her....but wat about MY problem??does she ever thnk dat???i also hav my own problems dat's burden me....i'm juz soooooo tired wif all dis....cn't u juz give me a rest????