persahabatan....

persahabatan????pe sebenarnye erti persahabatan 2 ekk???ade ke true friendship/persahabatan sejati kat dlm dunie nie??kengkadang aq bingung+confuse...kalo kte btol2 de shbt yg sejati,npe kte msti begado??juz like me n miera...sumtime aq tertnye2...aq nie ade ke shbt sejati???bende yg da trjd antre aq n miera nie,aq da x tau nk bwat cmne ag da...i've try 2 approach her...but she seems doesn't care at all...2 days ago die de anta mcg kat aq...she said she dun wan 2 stay like dis any longer...then wat she wan me 2 do???aq da mengalah(again) dlm hal nie...bt she's still wif her ego...smpi ble lg aq nk mengalah???she has 2 get rid of her ego if she wan dis thing comes 2 d end...n now,tasha is blaming herself about wat happen between me n miera...tasha,nie bukan salah ko...trust me...xde spe pown yg slah dlm hal nie...cme de sowg jek yg slah...n dat's me...mmg aq jek yg slalu slah...mmg aq jek yg slalu saketkan atie owg laen...btol kan????tasha....ko x yh slahkan diri ko...jgn sesekali ko ckp ko yg bersalah dlm hal nie....ko langsung x brslah...dis my fault...aq mmg x lyk utk ade kwn...apatah lg kawan sejati...aq hnye lyk 2 be alone....alone in dis world without anybody by my side...alone without any friends 2 guide me....ya...dat's wat i'm supposed 2 be...not miera,not tasha...juz me...